Forget all I said in the previous post, because it's not true. I was led on, and am very bitter about it. Seems like there's always going to be someone better than me for the girlfriend role. Know what's funny? This isn't the first time this has happened with the "man" in question. You'd think I'd learn my lesson.
Know what else is funny? I still find myself liking the first guy whom I seemingly forgot about so easily. I now realize how uneasy I felt switching interests so quickly, and I also realize that whatever I felt for the "man" in question couldn't have been anything more than a phantom. Do you know why I realize this? Because I've fallen even harder for the first one.
It's difficult when I can't mention names. I'm wondering now if I should speak with him, but I'm still confused. When it comes to listening for the voice of God, I'm completely deaf. I can't hear a thing. Know what's more? I don't know how to take the earplugs out of my freaking ears.
I need an advisor. I don't know how to do this.
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